IM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE AND I FEEL LIKE IM 15 AND I LOOK LIKE A POTATO BUT FRANK IERO
Words cannot even begin to describe how freaking pumped I am about my photos of AFI last night. I can’t wait to share the rest of these!
Update: It’s been 10 years and I’m still not over Frank Iero.
So, I was bored and going through my Warped Tour photos and re-editing the ones I hadn’t bothered to look at before when I stumbled upon this gem of Telle from The Word Alive. I’m not sure how this awesome photo managed to slip past me when I edited photos a month ago, but I’m glad I decided to go through them again!
From my shoot with the lovely societys-gates the other night.
Svetlana always gets the best pictures of me looking like an absolute nerd.
I feel this feel
I’m so fucking done right now.
I rarely get like this, but it fucking sucks when everything keeps building up. It sucks when I see all of my peers getting so much success and recognition (that they totally deserve, don’t get me wrong) and I feel like I’ve been stuck and going nowhere with my photography for the past year. It’s fucking hard when the people I talk to about it just tell me to keep my head up and keep working hard because it’s fucking exhausting when I feel like I’m getting nothing in return except for a few pretty pictures to hang on my wall.And it fucking sucks when I can’t even talk to my best friend about these things…
I want to keep my head up and keep working hard and stay positive, but it’s easier said than done. It’s really fucking hard to keep on keeping on and moving forward when every single fucking door seems to shut right in front of me.
I’m not looking for reassurance or pity or even advice, I guess I just need to put this out there, because I’m so fucking sick of holding it in all the damn time and acting like everything is great.
This is the worst I’ve felt in a really long time.